Wednesday, April 13, 2005

In Ferro Veritas -- Truth is in the Sword. Veritas Vincit -- Truth conquers.

Mood okay.
Wearing school uniform
Eating/Drinking nowt
Hearing Tim Hughes - You
Dreamt about Nowt
Currently reading The Beach - Alex Garland (and again)
Present MSN name In Ferro Veritas. Veritas Vincit.
Talking to No one.
Last text from Bone
Word of the Day shard

I got three bloody shards of 'something' out of the gap. Ick.
Anyway, today... had sports leadership and I have mixed feelings on Mrs Oversby again. She turned cool on Monday and my last sports leadership meeting, but it was a little weird today. People were getting mardy so I was pissed off. Maybe that was all.

Miss Doran stopped me yesterday when I was walking down upper D-block and she asked me how I was. Since when did she care? Anyway, she says if there's anything bothering me, I can go and talk to her. Umm, lemme think about that... try no.

I have a meeting with Mrs Davies tomorrow anyway. Should be good. Plus, fencing is tomorrow so I can finally wear my breeches for real. I have all my kit sorted out and all my paperwork and I randomly try on my fencing kit and practise my footwork and lunges. I need to fence more. Seriously.

Uh.... what else? CSI is on tomorrow, but I won't be able to download it until Friday, and I won't be here on Friday, so I'll have to download it on Sunday night. Can I wait that long? I don't think I can.

I'm not going to mention the whole thing with my dad, or the blow-up with Shailja which was basically my fault (but is okay now, methinks) and I don't think there's anything else to say, really.
Other than the fact that even my blog pisses me off. I think my only good post was the Geeklove one, but I suppose I just don't have the time or the energy to do ones which mean anything.

I mean the stuff which bothers me, like Becky's whole attitude towards stuff which I try to tal to her about, but I have manged to completely ruin my credibility with her because I joke around all the time. I try to keep things light, but that's difficult when you're just tired and can't be bothered. So it ends up with me, just saying really dumb and quite insulting things to her. So it's no wonder why she doesn't actually trust me.

And then, there's Jodie, who is apparently 'back on' again with Sal and I'm not pleased about it. I like her with Sal, they make a good couple and they both really like each other; but it's just that Jodie won't fight her folks for him, yet she won't let him go either. It's called, having your cake and eating it too. When Jodie gets found out, I don't think I'm going to be sympathetic. It's harsh, but I don't care.

Finally, Lucy... yes. I think we're getting on better these days. I've been over to her's a couple of times in just a fornight and we just seem a little different around each other. It reminds me of the beginning of year 8. It's so cool.

Uhh... Kaling, Sarah M and Jess are in my good books too. Kai's just sweet; Sarah and Jess are being really cool about the whole Sims thing and I lent them my CSI games.

Enough about that now. Just need to say that the Les Miserables thang is back on. I love it so.