Monday, January 09, 2006

2006.Cool or Crap? The dice will decide.

Mood alright.
Wearing school trews, new Junk top thingy, little cami top thingy and my steve jacket
Eating/Drinking a really tiny Crunchie
Hearing Joan Armatrading - The Weakness on Me
Dreamt about something about me and Vamp making up, as well as me having two boyfriends (one who either looked very like, or actually was the beef-head (Ryan?) from the OC) as well as other stuff which was weird and I can't remember very well.
Currently reading something Fleetwood Mac-ified
Present MSN name Making it ain't making it without you...
Talking to no one.
Last text from Julian. I think.
Word of the Day Fleetwood
I still love Fleetwood Mac. Just making that clear.
Btw, sorry for the crap title of this one. I couldn't think of anything.
So, lately my grandad had another heart attack and is still in hospital. Which is both good and bad. It's good, because he's still alive and 'well' and it's bad, cos, well... he's in hospital... duh.
He's making light of it, which is all good though, so that's all cool with me and he's alright as far as having a heart attack can let you be.
Also this week I've been doing exams (mocks) which are a load of buggering wank and I hate them. I want to go back to normal school. I'm always on edge and it's a load of fat, shoddy bleugh, y'know?
Though, talking of school - I hate most of the teachers still, however Becky and I are good, Cherry and Flo are also cool with me, so that's a weight off my mind.
Also, the greatest thing happened on New Year's Eve at the cool-'retro- party at Casa de Lemon: my folks said I could go to Ug-land. Which is amazing, and I've had some meetings and stuff about it, yet it doesn't feel very real. Which is good, cos then I can keep my head down to earth until we go, like, literally. It's like the REM situation all over again. Except this is bigger than REM, if that's even possible?
Generally, this year's got to a good start. For exception of the bulk of my family being sanktamonious twats, the fact I still don't have any money, that S & E are still not together (and that PS still has that grotesque velvet hat. I mean, why? Poor little S.) and my situations with those of the male gender (people who know me pretty well will understand everything and everyone I'm talking about.)
Anyway, I'm off to go and kill myself now. I'll see you around (but you won't see me. Hah. Hmmph.)